Portishead - Magic Doors

I can't deny what I've become I'm just emotionally undone I can't deny, I can't be someone else when I have tried to find the words To describe this sense absurd Try to resist my thoughts But I can't lie I've been losing myself My desire I can't have No reason am I for I can't divide or hide from me I don't know who I'm meant to be I guess it's just the person that I am Often I've dreamt that I don't wait Enjoy the gift of my mistake Like then again I'm wrong and I confess I've been losing my self My desire I can't have No reason am I for